I was wondering, every now and then, whether to be in KL or BKK? Hard to choose eh? Yeah of course, being in BKK, I will earn more and have more freedom over there. No one cares whether I will die there or whatever vice activities I do, haha... In KL, I will have time with friends & close relatives.. well at least that is the thing that I need most.. hey its like choosing between an apple and an orange..
Ya there are some other things I have chosen as well.. chosen to let go of something and let things be.. maybe there are things that we cant foresee will happen, whether for good or bad.. its better this way as no one will have to endure and struggle so much.. no worries, no keeping oneself in the dark, no controversials, no bugging, no commitments, no aches, no waiting games.. well i get some of these point frm someone and now i knew of the meaning.. aint it just nice? hmm, maybe and maybe not..
well waiting for the right moment to decide and leave now.. hmm, when would be the best time? hafta do some detective & consultation work ady.. lets put it this way, might be end of this year, and nxt year, mustn't miss nxt year's Songkran.. even if im not in SL, mus fly to BKK for that special event.. let see how things go.. hehe :D
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