A new day.. lets see, how to start about..? ok start with last nite, i cant sleep, not right until 2am in the morning, i start to doze off.. darn, my tummy grumbles and grinding alot till i cant sleep properly.. really started to feel that my darn life is starting to turn upside down if not worse..
wish i could sleep on till end of the day.. sleep n never wake up.... (-_-)' ZzZzZ
darn everything.... i jus hope to get a new job and learn new things.. preferably linux/networking stuffs.. not visual basic.. i dont want to lose so many things at once.. hv to get a grip and move on.. haha, i hv been telling myself to pull myself together, at times i feel that i hv done it, but at times, i feel that im back to step 1..
previously i will ask, who am i..? now i think i shud ask myself, WHO do i want to be?!? am i that cool to let go? can i face it up? i am begining to hate everyone now, but i hate myself the most..
hm, yeah there is a public holiday on 23rd Oct 2006.. Chulalongkorn Day.. my roomate's colleageus is having a trip to Rayong, somewhere south of BKK.. he invited me, and im still thinking whether to join them or not.. think think think... dont know what kinda entertainemnt is available there..
ya, wonder why i dream so frequent this time, dreamt hving conversation with gal gal.. but cant remember what is the content of the conversation.. maybe in 10 years time, where i can hv deja-vu, then i will remember what is the content.. yeah speaking of deja-vu, it is long i never hv deja-vu.. haha i dont have a 3rd eye, my deja vu usually comes in a form of dream and after sometime, it will happen... know more aboyt deja vu here
aw, there is batch tonite, and friday he is there... i wonder what i could do tonite until the next trip i go back to KL.. what is the best thing to do? when i look out of my office window, there is so less sunshine.. always dark & dull.. rainy days are here to stay lo... bring an umbrella and live with it man... sleep during weekends.. nope hv to exercise.. i dont want to hv heart disease at an early age.. keep my liver & kidney in good working condition.. smelled too much 2nd hand cigarette smokes n too much alcohol... hv to rework on my schedules.. hope for a new working environment soon.. did really thought of migrating when i am older.. migrate to a better place
p/s: sorry for hating everyone, just litereally, pls do not take it seriously... i hope not to offend anyone.. cheerio
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