Aw, just almost the same night as before. The only difference is that, I went to the pool and I actually have the chance to see full moon on such cloudy night. Guess I am lucky. I wanted to talk to my ex, but she is sooooo busy till she cant leave office and right till this moment she is still in office. I dare not disturb her & I tried my best to control myself not to send her a single message that will distract her attention. I just hope that she is not alone in office cos it is not safe. I too do hope that she can go back early. please....
Well, I did actually wants to call her, if she could go back early to celebrate Mid Autumn. Well its not gonna happen :(.. she is in office rushing for her work.. sigh well what can I do? whine? I cant do that, it is her job.. It is really funny, that I cant get to hear her voice and call her. When she needed me the most, I am not there to call.. Now I want to do it... but it looks impossible.. haha what is this? It is some kind of 'repayment'? God thank you.. you have let me feel how she felt for the past months.. i just want to have a simple conversation, why does her work increased so much today? why not another day?
haha, we are already so far away & broken.. now everything is just like pointing to me & telling me that, its all over.. it is like I am trying to swim across a huge, deep & fast moving river to get to her on the other side of the bank.. I still wanna cross the river no matter how tired am i. even if i am exhausted and get washed away by the strong current, i still want to swim on..
Dear Happy Mid Autumn Festival.. And to everyone that I knew, do always spend sometime with your love ones.. nothing is more important than giving & spending precious time with them, you will never regret it..
Good night
p/s: roomate is wathcing 'Devil Wears Prada', but the quality is very bad.. my roomate got cheated that it is a DVD-9 quality movie, but it turns out that this fella recorded it in a cinema..
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